family drama fo yo mama

I am so sad right now at what went on at my parent's house last night. If you don't already know, you don't need to know but it feels like some things are just so fragile. Our family dynamics are crazy! Last night was definitly a bit white trashy if you ask me, I am kind f embarrassed! I just dont think we were raised that way and it annoys me! I really worry about my family, specifically my nieces. I hate to think that one day, they will look back on their childhood and remember these types of squables. I just feel like some things never change and it is so frustrating. All I can do is hope things get better. It kills me to hear my mom cry, family should not do that to one another. We need therapy! We shall see how interesting Thanksgiving is. I told Jennifer if anyone starts to fight, she needs to say "please stop, you are going to make me go into labor!"...it may work!
On a happier note... my siser looks awesome! It is hard to believe she is so far along, it gives me hope for the future! She carries the baby well and I have never seen her look so pretty. I am excited.
Me and Nick are planning away at our future. It is really exciting, I can't go into too much detaill but things are really falling into place. We are currently looking for movers, so if anyone knows any good ones, HOLLA at me! It is going to be a rough transition but I think we can do it and I can't wait until graduation. I think I may cry, like I am graduating! I told nick that he needs to buy me a graduation present for all the lonly nights I had to endure. :) we shall see! lol.
I have been working sooo much lately, I can't wait to go home. I am trying to cram two weeks worth of work into one. I was out until 8:30 last night. It sucked. I need to be working on my stupid essay for the teaching program that I am applying to, but I think I have writers block. Can you have writers block before you even start? The topic is "why I want to be a teacher and what experiences I can bring into my teaching that will benefit the students". If that isnt a bull shit topic I dont know what is. I guess I would think any topic is bull. :) I am trying not to be a negative nancy but I hate essays! I may get Jenn to help me when I go home. I remember sitting up late at night sometimes in her room with her watching her type last minute essays. It is funny the things you remember from when you were a kid! I specifically remember her typing christmas poems for the newspaper :) She could come up with a mean xmas poems people! Ah, good times! I bought scrabble, so I cant wait to bring it home and rumble. Oh, how I love the dysfunction that is the Crosbie's :). What fun would life be if it were boring?