My sweetie pie

My little man is growing so fast. Today he turned 9 months old. So, while he is tucked in his bed in dreamy land I wanted to take a minute to do a post about him. This boy has completely
changed my life. I never knew that I could have so much love for a person. He makes me laugh every day, I love watching him learn new things, and I love the way he laughs and smiles at me. I love feeding him "big boy" food, reading to him, and tickling him. He is the happiest kid and as a parent, I could not ask for a more perfect child. I hope that I can be the best mom to him because I know he deserves it.When you were first born, I couldn't believe you were mine.

One month old, I will never forget that soft, fluffy hair!

Two months old. Starting to smile and laugh.

Three months old. Love the fat rolls.Four months.
5 months
six months.
7 months... needs a haircut!
8 months

9 months. My big, handsome baby.

School and Diabetes

It has been so long since I have posted on this blog...oops! We have been crazy busy with life! EVERY weekend we are at birthday parties, weddings, engagement parties, football games, etc, etc, etc. But as Nick aways reminds me, this is a good thing! School has been going great. I have a great group of kids this year and the transition back into first grade hasn't been nearly as rough as I thought it would be. I forgot how funny and brutally honest the 6-year-olds can be. One of my kids asked if I had a baby in my belly because my shirt made me look "fat". Another kid today hollered out "Mrs. Cicero, that lady is MEAN!" as we are walking right by the principle. It was all I could do to not laugh. All in all we are getting along well and they love me. I kind of like them too. ;)

I started on my insulin pump around the beginning of Sept. It has been an adjustment, but a good one none-the-less. I am enjoying the freedom to eat pretty much what I want and not having to take 6 or 7 injections a day. I am not having such good luck with my continuous glucose monitor. It feels like I am stabbing myself when I insert the tubing and it is not very accurate. Long story short I have stopped using it. It pains me to see this $1500 little device just sitting there but for right now I would prefer the finger sticks. I am so thankful for my pump though. It is so convenient. I tried to schedule a follow up with my diabetic nurse this week and I wanted to get some advice on the CGM but I found out Fri. is her last day. I almost wanted to cry. She has been so great to me and such a support. I hate to see her leave. Anyways, I will keep on keepin' on and hopefully I will get better with my carb counting through practice. I have got cheerios and milk DOWN... cheerios 27g and milk 12g. Every morning! :) makes life easy. lol

So much to say about little Grant man, I will save him for another post.

These are a few of my favorite things...

So, the other day I got to go out for a little "me" time. I tried to invite a few people but it simply didn't work out. Nick had spent the morning golfing so I decided to treat myself also. After all, you can only sit around the house ordering baby clothes from EBay for so long until you just go stir crazy. I started out my time with LaMadeline. I ordered one of my pregnancy favorites, a grilled chicken ceasar salad with tomato basil soup... mmmm. Then I went to Starbucks. I bought a few books for Granty poo. He loves them by the way. I bought the Click Clack Moo board book and a pop up touch and feel alphabet book. Then I went to see horrible bosses (by myself). I felt like I was living in St. Aug all over again going to the movies and Barnes and Nobles all by myself. The movie was hilarious. To top off an already great night I decided to give myself a nice dose of insulin and indulge in a chai chiller from CC's. My favorite... WITH whipped cream. Oh, the simple pleasures in life! And on the way home I had my music up as loud as I wanted with all the windows down. Something I do not do with the baby in the car. It is nice every-now-and-then to have some time for just myself and my thoughts.

Last night Jordin volunteered to babysit which was so sweet. Nick and I got to go out to dinner and gelatos(which also reminded me of St. Aug). I had some boring sugar free coffee but I did taste Nick's gelato. It was sooo good. We had a good time. Today I have been cleaning my but off. We have more dust and spider webs in this house than I can handle. It's gross! The house is spotless and not I am waiting for Grant to wake up to go to Baton Rouge before the traffic. :/ Redecorating the dining room thanks to Maddie.

Boys wear blue people!

So, the past couple of weeks have been pretty busy. Last week I went up to Hayley and Thomas' house to bring them their baby gift that had been sitting in my living room for a month. I just knew that by the time I finally got it there she would already have one. And I was right. :( It was fun getting to catch up with her though. That's the nice thing about good friends. It seems like you can always pick up where you left off.

Nick, Grant, and I also got to go to Portofino island with his brothers and their families. I can't say that it was the most relaxing vacation but it was fun nonetheless. By the time we packed up all of the baby stuff and carted it down to the beach and got him set up it was time to go back to the room because he was hot. We had little patot set up though. I blew up his floaty, put a towel over it, and had a misty fan on him. He was living the life. Maybe next year he will enjoy it a little more and we will bring a babysitter. Lesson learned!

Another cool thing that happened... to me it was cool... we ordered a brand new washer and dryer. After much confusion and two deliveries we are very happy with it. I had to get a little loud with the people at Best Buy but they did their best to fix their mistake. :/ For some reason the clothes are SO much softer and they smell sooo good. For any of you in the market, we got the LG front loader 9 cycle and they are awesome!!!

Last weekend Jenn and Michael were in with Eli for July 4th. It was nice that they were here for a long weekend. Jennifer brought her embroidery machine for me to play on and she played with my new camera lens. She was a bit underwhelmed with it but I love it anyway. And I didn't get to play on her machine nearly as much as I wanted to. Too bad. I guess I will when I go up there in a few weeks for the consignment sale... I cant wait! Speaking of clothing. I am now addicted to EBay!!!! Who ever knew it was so amazing? And why didn't they tell me how great it is??? I have already purchased about 10 smocked Jon Jons for my little baby. I have saved so much money and been so happy with everything so far. The other day I had THREE outfits come in at one time. It was then when I admitted my problem and I have been trying to stay away. But who can resist that beautiful smocking? :( AND over the past two days Grant has been called a girl three times!!! twice today and once yesterday. He was wearing all blue... bubbles. I love bubbles and I don't care if they are a bit girly. Look at the colors people! And I love how people play it off. They usually say "well he is jusyt too pretty to be a boy". I am fine with it though. And I don't care what anyone says (Jennifer) I will dress him in these little outfits until he is potty trained! lol

Last night we had the first baby-free night in a while. Mom came over and watched Grant while Nick and I met my friend Trisha and her fiance out for dinner. We were there about three and a half hours. Once again, I love it when you can pick up where you left off. Trisha and i were best friends in high school who lost touch when we graduated and went to college. Still probably one of my biggest regrets. When I got married I was lucky enough to have her come on my bachelorette trip and we have talked on and off ever since. Recently we have become closer again. She asked me to be in her wedding. I am so honored and so excited to share in this time with her. I really hope we become super close like we used to be. True friends are hard to come by and she is one of them. I can't wait to help her celebrate.

Today was Alissa's birthday. The kids had so much fun. Jamie rented a water slide and the cake was delicious!!! Sadly I did have a piece. And I paid for it later. I have had a stomach ache for several hours now. I got to hand out with Tabatha a lot. She is the type of person who you could just talk to for hours. Good people!

Tonight I was doing a lot of research on the American Diabetes Association website. I have been to lots of doctor appts and met with the nurse lately and I am having a much harder time lately controlling my sugar. My honeymoon period ( a period usually after you are first diagnosed where your pancreas produces SOME insulin) is pretty much over. It seems like I can;t sneak anything now without my sugar going through the roof. My doctor told me that I am a good candidate for the insulin pump. Basically its a little catheter I put in my stomach that is connected to a tube that is connected to a pump. I will wear it 24 hours a day only taking it off to shower. The benefits are that I will only take one shot every three days while still checking my sugar as opposed to 4-5 shots a day. Also, she said that they see better control and less insulin wasted while on the pump. The downside is that they are extremely expensive and I would need to be connected to it all the time. I was really sad over the thought of never being able to wear a dress again. Maybe I could cut holes in them or invent some type of holster like for guns on my leg. hmmm... we shall see. :) I still have a lot of homework to do and maybe one day it will happen. I started on a trial saline pump and it didn't work. The catheter basically hooked in my skin instead of going straight in. I am going back Monday to get it put in again. I think I flinched while putting it in because I was scared of the size of the needle. I have become quite a wimp using my little short needles. :)

Well, both of my guys are sleeping so I guess I should be too. Goodnight all.

Summer days driftin' away

So, I have been trying to do as many free activities as possible. Because if I am not entertained, I am spending money at the mall. This is a picture of me, Kali, Sara, and Jordin at a little play that the girls were in written by Mrs. Nancy. They did a great job.
This is a picture from the night we met parain out to eat pizza. It was Grant's first time ever sitting in a big boy high chair. :*)
This is Grant in his big boy outfit. I thought he looked so grown up in this. He's gonna be such a heartbreaker.
I found a ton of activities that the library puts on around town for free. This was one of them. We got to make puppets. The kids had fun and grant laughs and laughs at them!
Here is naked boy after I fed him the other night. He is eating so many veggies and loves them all!


This week has been crazy busy. Wednesday I went to a place called Little Gym with a friend for a little baby class. Grant had so much fun. I learned how to do some little flips with him and we sang and just had a good time. I can't wait until he is a little older to take him more often. I ordered my new camera lens... which I am super pumped about. It should be in soooon! Can't wait to take pictures of my patot! Yesterday mom and I had date night after I spent the entire day washing clothes at her house. We went for manis, pedis, and Joe's Crab shack. YUM! Then the dryer went out. Nick fixed it. A few days later, the washer broke! What are the odds? Then today we woke up to go buy new washer/dryers and the air wasn't working. Luckily, we have a seperate AC unit in the garages. Thank God for that. We ordered our new front loading washer.dryer that I am sooo excited about and the repairman fixed the AC in about 30 minutes. Good day.Tomorrow is Father's Day. I hope Nick has a good one. I baked a Watergate cake (pistachio). I can't wait to have a tiny piece. I hope he likes his gifts too. Speaking of which... I need to wrap before he gets home. Until next time......

Summmmmer

Warning: this is going to be a boring post. I don't really do much of anything besides take care of Grant and play on the computer most of every day. You would think I would blog more but I suck. I haven't blogged in about a month. I am so bad at keeping up. If only I were as addicted to blogging as I am facebook. :) So a few weeks ago we had Grant's little baptism. It was at the same church Nick and I got married in. Father Greg did an amazing job as usual! Grant didn't cry at all! After we all had a little get-together at our house. Everything was so pretty and the weather was perfect. I am so thankful for our family and friends who were able to make it. It was great!

I survived another year of teaching!! I must say this year was so much better than last year. I hope I have another good group of kids next year. I will say that I am going to miss this class so much. Maybe they took it easy on me since they knew I was pregnant. :) I am always nervous about the next year. They have laid off a bunch of people, moved some around and I never know which grade I will end up in. I am sooo hoping that it will be second. I am very comfortable where I am, I love my co-workers, and I love teaching second graders. We will see though, I guess only time will tell.

So far, I have seriously loooved being home with little man. I am enjoying summer more than I enjoyed being home when he was a newborn. He has such a little personality now! He smiles and laughs at me. I even love the little grunt noises he makes when he poops. It's hilarious! Of course I understand that I may be the only person who thinks this is hilarious but, anyway! Every time I speak he looks around the room for me. I can just tell he loves me as much as I love him and I am so thankful for him. He was made for me! :)

I am not good at time lines, and I don't feel like pulling out his baby book. But, here is a list of the things that he is now doing:
1. sitting all by himself.
2. grabbing toys
3. putting everything in his mouth and sucking on everything
4. eating rice, tried oatmeal (baaad experience), and tried sweet potatoes today. He didn't care for them but we will try again tomorrow.
5. He went swimming a few times now and seemed to like it.
6. I SWEAR it sounds like he says "mama" sometimes but usually when he is mad! :)

I can't believe he is getting so big. :( I guess all babies eventually grow in to men, but I just don't want him to grow sooo fast.

That's pretty much my life... Grant, Nick, Grant, Diabetes, Grant, etc... lol
My diabetes as been wreaking havoc on my stomach for the past week. It's pretty terrible but I am making it. I am still not totally comfortable with my carb counting. I have a long way to go but I am trying... most of the time. Except today I had a piece of chocolate cake and then had to take a lot of insulin after. oops. But everyday I think it gets easier. I knew it would but I guess it is like everything in life.... it takes time to adjust. I am currently looking at other doctors. I love the Baton Rouge Clinic but I am not loving my doctor. And if I need to see them as much as I do, I want to LOVE him/her. So I think I figured out who I will be switching to and I hope I like him.

Also, our dryer broke today. I would like to take this time out to brag on my husband. Although it is NOT fixed yet, making only one phone call to my wonderful father, he is well on his way to fixing it! He took it apart and knows whats wrong. Hopefully it will be fixed soon. I started a list of everything that needs fixin' around here:
1. dryer
2. light in the garage needs to be changed
3. stained concrete floors need to be re-sealed
4. flag on the mailbox broke off
5. exterminator needs to come
6. Grant's fan broke
7. we want to put in a new shower


Quite the honey-do list! lol I am sure that as the summer progresses I will be adding to the list.

LIFE LATELY

Grant has been growing by leaps and bounds! Yesterday he began rolling over and last Sunday we started feeding him rice cereal with a spoon!!! WOW. I fall more in love with my sweet boy every day. He gets baptized this weekend and I can't wait.

Last weekend was my first Mother's Day. It was also Kali, ASara, Kamryn and Elise's dance recital. Mother's Day has never meant more to me. Nick brought me breakfast in bed and a card with flowers. He got me a bracelt, new coffee mug, stationary, and bath stuff. All very thoughtful. The best part was getting to spend time with my family. After the recital we went out to lunch and for dinner mom and dad treated us to prime rib and Alaskan king crabs. THEN ALL THE GUYS CLEANED THE KITCHEN! ;) It was awesome!

Also, Jordin graduates COLLEGE this weekend and Jenn will be graduating from Nurse Practitioner school next weekend. I am so proud of my sisters!

Counting blessings

Great weekend! Friday Nick was off for Good Friday. His parents called and asked us if we wanted to go out for lunch with them. We said ok. They wanted lobster and wanted to go to Ruth Chris. I was in jean shorts with no makeup and we had the baby with us. I was looking pretty rough but his parents really wanted to go there. It was my first time there and it was good! Then Nick and I went shopping. We got him a new outfit and I found a dress. I then went to about twenty different shoe stores looking for shoes to match. I finally found some that killed my feet the second I put them on but I bought them anyway. It ended up looking cute and after I broke them in it wasn't too bad.

Grant was not impressed with Ruth Chris. lol

Saturday Nick and I dropped the baby off in Torbert and headed to a wedding in Natchez. We were barely out of his parents driveway when I was telling him to slow down. We had all day to get there. No sooner then I said that I heard cop sirens. I was pissed. It was definitly an "i told you so" moment. men and their lead feet!

We ended up making it to Natchez and went to the wedding at a plantation. It was so pretty and very elegant. I cheated and ate a piece of wedding cake which was delicious!!! We all ended up going out to a casino that night because there was nothing better to do in that town. Nick and I are not big fans of casinos so we were just sitting around waiting on everyon to decide on the next place to go. One of the bridesmaids from the wedding suggested that we go nd get a players card. If you are new to the casino they will give you money to play with for free. It costs one dollar to activate the card. We put our cards in and it wouldnt work. We sat and sat and Nick was ready to leave/ I went and asked what the problem was and they said the system was backed up and we would need to wait 15 minutes. So I made nick wait. Finally it works. Nick hits his little btton about four times and ding ding ding ding ding ding......... all of the little old ladies gather around. I jumped up and down like a fool. I just kept saying "I can't believe this!" He won $965 off of $1. Talk about the best dollar we ever spent! lol We gave a hundred to the couple who got married and decided to cash out and be done. It definitly made the trip so exciting.
I thought this sign was funny!

Needless to say, Nick paid for his ticket and the rest of the trip with his winnings.

Sunday we went to pick up potato baby. I was sad that we missed his first Easter morning. I staged a fake Easter morning later on that evening
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This week we have been off of school. I took the kids to the zoo and it was quite an adventure. Today I went to a dietitian and nurse educator. I felt like it was pretty productive. I learned some carb counting techniques and they talked to me about possibly getting an insulin pump one day down the line. It is nice to know that theyre may be some options for me. I fee lucky to ave such great nurses to work with. The dietitian told me that it's ok to be mad. And as fortunate as I know I am, I am still mad. I am trying to get through these feelings of anger. I also got a letter from a lady in my sister's prayer group who has had type 1 diabetes sinc the age of 7. It was one of the kindest things ever. This complete stranger sent me the sweetest words of advice. She said that this disease is not for the weak-minded, I must control it or it will control me. I know I can do it.

Tonight Jordin, Luke, Nick, mom, dad, Grant, and I went to the chimes. It was so fun to just hang out. It was my first attempt at carb counting and I think I did good! Once we wre home I was feeding the baby hen my mom called. I could tell in her voice that something was wrong. She said it was Jordin, she was in a wreck and her car was totaled. I practically threw the baby at Nick and rushed to the accident. She is fine. She hurt her wrist and her car is completely ruined but she was so lucky. There was a metal took box in her windshield on the drivers side and a brick on the passengers side. If it would have gone through the window God knows what would have happened. On the way home tonight we were talking about religion and some pretty deep things. This really made me stop and think that she probably had an angel with her tonight. I am so thankful that she and the other driver are ok. My heart felt like it stopped beating when I thought something horrible had happened. Moral of the story... don;t forget to spread the love, every day. Kiss your babies and tell the ones you love that you love them because the future is not promised to us. I love you, Jo!

Lastly, this is a little video from the other day when I had the kids over. I laugh every time I watch it. We had been at the zoo all day and everyone was tired.
At the zoo chillin!

Every day is a winding road

Today was the funeral. It was beautiful. The eulogy was very touching and made me feel like she was smiling down upon us all. The scripture readings were perfect, it was like they were written with her in mind. Her beautiful family was so strong and I admire their closeness. I will always smile when I think of her. I am so glad to have known her.

On a lighter note... Kali had her first softball game tonight. Got a hit every time she went up!Go girl! I am so proud of her!!

If

If

If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you;
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too:
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or, being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or being hated don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise;

If you can dream---and not make dreams your master;
If you can think---and not make thoughts your aim,
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two impostors just the same:.
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build'em up with worn-out tools;

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings,
And never breathe a word about your loss:
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: "Hold on!"

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with Kings---nor lose the common touch,
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you,
If all men count with you, but none too much:
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run,
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And---which is more---you'll be a Man, my son!

Rudyard Kipling

Not the best of times

The past week has been one filled with tears and regret. The past few weeks I started to notice my vision was getting very blurry. At first, I just thought it was because I was tired or my hormones were going crazy. As it got worse I began to get nervous while driving. I decided to go see my friend, Luke, who is an Optometrist. I went to see him last Tuesday and he suggested that I check my glucose levels because he felt like that was what was wrong. That night I checked it and it kept measuring high. After about 3 times I got Nick to check his... it said 88. So I knew my meter was working. I then got online and looked up my meter to see what the high reading stood for. It meant that it was over 600. This was pretty alarming because I knew that 300 was dangerous. I called my sister (who I always call when I have a medical question). She told me that she thought I should go to the emergency room or an after hours clinic. I decided that if it had been going on for two weeks then one more night couldn't hurt and I would go to the doctor first thing the next morning. I went Wed. morning, the 13th, to Dr. Green. He met with me for a while and couldn't quite understand how my glucose went from being moderately high, on my last glucose tollerance test, to dangerously high now. He ran a bunch of bloodwork and said I needed to see an endocrinologist ASAP. It usually takes a few months to get in but they fit me in that afternoon. That afternoon I went to the Baton Rouge Clinic. I met with a nurse practitioner and a doctor. The NP talked to me for an hour-and-a-half. I was told that I have type 1 diabetes. For the rest of my life I will be insulin dependent. Every meal, snack, anything will be preceded by a shot of insulin. She set me up with an appt. to see a dietician and a nurse educator (again). She said they would not put me in the hospital because of my gestational diabetes. She knew I could give myself shots and test my sugar and felt that I could do it outpatient. Thank goodness! She was one of the sweetest nurses I have ever met. She explained that I must learn advanced carb counting. I cried many times through the appt. and she was extremely patient and understanding. It took about a day for it to seriously sink in. I cried almost the entire next day and felt so sorry for myself. I just kept thinking of all the scenerios in my lifetime where I will be forced to carry insulin around and give myself shots. How was it that me, a person who about a year ago would avoid shots at ALL costs, would now be forced to do it numerous times a day for the rest of my life. It is still hard for me to accept. When I had GD I knew there was a timeline. I was told over and over again that it would go away once I delivered Grant. And I thought it did. I now know that that was a time that they call "the honeymoon period" where your bady will still produce some amount of insulin. I asked her if there were any alternatives to the shots. No. Will I have to take a shot for EVERYTHING I eat? yes. Is it forever? yes. But I am doing it. And I will take care of myself as best as I can. One day at a time.

So, as I am in the midst of all this self-pittying I get the worst possible news anyone can get. My assistant principal, who I adored, lost her battle against cancer. She was diagnosed at the end of January. She fought hard and with so much grace. I have never witnessed so much courage in the face of something as nasty and destructive as cancer. She was an absolutely beautiful woman inside and out who taught me how to be a better teacher and person. She was known to keep everyone on their toes- very organized and driven. She never really took "no" for an answer and always sought a solution to a problem instead of wasting time complaining. I miss our talks that we had. Once she said that I reminded her of herself at my age which to me felt like a huge compliment. She was very intelligent and caring. I looked up to her so much. I can still picture her walking the halls with a huge smile on her face. It breaks my heart for her family and all of the people who loved her dearly, so many of us did. How can someone so full of life be taken so quickly? I will never forget her smile, positive attitude, and courage. She is my hero. It is because of her that I know if she could battle through cancer with her head held high, surely I can deal with this significantly smaller obstacle that I am facing. Please pray for her beautiful family. Heaven has a new angel.

Isn't it odd how death can put things in perspective? It sad that it takes something so horrible to remind me what matters most in life.

Carpe Diem.

Carpe Diem

As exhausted as I am I can't help but blog tonight. This is like my virtual diary. Nick says I put way too much on-line, but I feel like if I don't blog about it I will forget it. I look back at blogs from years ago and smile because it totally takes me back to different times in my life. And boy, an I different!

To start off... Jenn and her family came down this passed weekend. We spent pretty much the entire weekend taking pictures of all of our babies, eating crawfish and going tfor our traditional beignet Sunday at Coffee Call. :) Good times. I remember sitting at my house during the crawfish boil, looking around at all of our offspring and thinking to myself how much life has changed. It reminds me of one of my favorite quotes : "It's funny how from day to day it seems like nothing changes. But, when you look back, nothing is the same." So true. I love my family so much. We may not get along all the time but my sisters are my best friends , my nieces and nephew have my heart, and I would do absolutely anything for my parents. Thank God for Family!

This is my first week back at work. I cried a little before leaving the house but it wasn't as heartbreaking as I anticipated. I guess it is because I know he is in good hands with mom. After all, she did ok with me? :) I thought about him all day and wondered if he missed me or if he even knew that I was gone. The kids at school missed me. I got lots of messages and letter from parents saying they missed me also. This made me feel so good. I had been researching "whole brain teaching" for w little while. Mrs. Martinez, our amazing assistant principal, told us about it. I must say, I am so glad I started this. The kids LOVE it, I have 100% participation in class, they seem to be grasping the info better, and I am truly having fun at work. I almost have a new outlook when it comes to teaching. I know we are still in our honeymoon period but I hope it continues. I am absolutely loving my job and so thankful to have a job that I love.

Grant is doing well. He is slowly sleeping more and eating more. We think he is just perfect and we are soooo thankful to mom for watching him. He weighs about 15 pounds, smiles when he wants to, and loves pictures (I taped some to the changing tower so that when he looks up he sees them). He literally stares at the pictures and smiles. It is SOOO cute! :)

Also, our new sofa and cocktail table came in. Hoping it stays looking so pretty. yes, we know we are crazy for getting a light color... but at least it will look good for the next five years! (protection plan) :D

Just a few hilarious quotes from my off-the-wall family tonight:

My dad: "Linda, if your dog draws blood from my f@&$)"$ toe I'm going to KILL him! You're his mother, why doesn't he eat YOUR toe!!!" lol

Sara: Jessie my leg hurts, can you turn on the heater?

Kali to Sara: Sara, Do you want me to call the drama queen police?

Mom: "Sara, where did you put my cell phone?"

Sara: I threw it in your purse!"

Mom: digging through her purse, "Sara, it's not in here."

Sara: Well, you'll just have to search the house then granny!

And tonight, totally random, my thoughts are with my assistant principal that is very sick and whom I miss so much. It was very hard returning to work and not seeing her smiling face. I am thinking about something she said at the end of the school year last year that is now ironic to me....Carpe Diem, or, seize the day. We really don't know how many days we have so live your life beautifully and with lots of love.

My bed is calling...

sleeeeeep!

Well, I am happy to say that Grant had a great night last night. He had one good night about a week ago and a string of bad nights but last night was the best yet! We fed him at about 7 and put him to sleep. He woke up at 12:30 to eat then slept until 5:30. I went in a got him and he immediately fell asleep in my arms. I held him for about 30 minutes and put him down thinking that he was going to wake right up.... well he didn't. He slept until 7:00. woo hoo. We are making some progress..

hes screaming now, gotta go!

Compromises

Nick has always complained about our living room set. We bought our sofas about 4 years ago when we moved to Florida. When we moved back they fit nicely into our house and matched well. I bought this rug.... I don't know how to describe it... it's a little retro I guess. It's brown with fall looking flowers on it. I love it. and I used this very old green distressed trunk that I got from my mom for our coffee table (it was my great or great-great-grandmothers- not sure?). I am obsessed with the trunk. It is definitely my favorite piece of furniture in myhouse... and Nick HATES the trunk. He thinks it takes up too much space and he hated that ourrecliningleather chair doesn't fit in here. It currently lives in the garage with the other mis-matched furniture. I finally gave in and agreed to get new furniture even though there is nothing wrong with what we have. I am just tired of hearing Nick complain about it. We originally set out to buy a leather sectional with a recliner built in. This was his wish list. We went to about six furniture stores and I couldn't find anything we could agree on. Nick and I have VERY different taste in furniture (he decorated the extra garage). We ended upgetting the exact opposite of what we went shopping for, but it is a sectional. a fabric sectional with a funky little corner.... it's A-mazing! Very comfortable and very well made. It was a little pricier than we wanted but he said I could get it if we replaced the trunk for a round cocktail table. It is copper with distressed wood and ironwork... I talked myself into getting it and I think it will look great. I am VERY sad about not having the trunk in the living room but I will make a place for it somewhere else. :( Didn't tell Nick that of course! lol So, moral of the story... Compromise is a great thing. I gave a little and still ended up getting what I wanted... :) I will let Nick stick to decorating the yard and garage with all the beer clocks and LSU posters his heart desires. The sofa and table get delivered next Tuesday. It's a bit bittersweet. I go back to work next week, so I have something to look forward to andsomething I am absolutely dreading.

I am sure going back to work won't be as bad as I am imagining it being. It just breaks my heart to leave Grant! They are only little once. At least I had 12 weeks with him and we get off early enough to spend time with him after work. Poor Nick gets home so late I feel like he hardly sees him. I hate that.

Speaking of the bebe... He is doing well! He went almost 9 hours between feedings the other day. I think it is because he was held and played with all day and wore out at the party. Emma got her first communion and we spent all day and into the night at his sisters house. They put all the kids to bed and we had Deuce juice ;) and caught up. Oh, how I miss the days when we could do that often, he really has such a great family. Anyways, back to Grant :) He weighs about 14.5 pounds now but really doesn't look that big. He smiles at me a lot and loves his papa's voice too. He finally started tracking things which made me feel better.He brightens my day with every smirk. Nick and I just love him so much! Even when he doesn't like to sleep.:)The past few months have gone by so fast, before we know it he won't be a baby anymore. I have been trying to video as much as possible. I am just so worried I will forget what he was like when he was this little. Enjoying every day, making memories, and loving life.

Here are a few videos and pictures of life lately:

Trying to get Grant to sleep:

Trying to roll over- mean mommy!

Just playing around